Charlie's Blog

I enjoy the early morning, though energy levels start dipping late morning. While shopping today, I purposed to get 'back on track' to my state before prioritising getting a 'woman' in my life. I initially did attempt to get myself in a better position for myself, I think this reason may have mutated into one to serve & prioritize another. I have alot of learning to do, about myself. This house we live in, the office I work in - it's stuffy, it's stagnant. I use to have a hou

I've noticed my enthusiasm for my 'new' work has waned. I had a bit of anticipation in working on some outstanding 'ticket's though this enthusiasm was very quickly put to rest upon observing the state and culture wherein I find myself. Company culture, "professionalism" and busy work make any task laborious. I have become Sisyphus, the roller of tech debt.

I'm a bit ashamed to say - reviewing some of my days, there is not too much to say about each. It is a day, the day has passed and I don't feel it was an important enough day to make mention. It barely fits 3 sentences. It was a day, a day that passed. A day wherein I got 1 day older, a day I will never get back. I hope there aren't too many of these days.