Charlie's Blog

I had a good day. Helping and mentoring others makes me feel good, I get a deep, grounded satisfaction from it: sharing knowledge and helping others grow. I interviewed 2 candidates for a junior position, one who knew everything with AI and one who knew nothing but who reasoned. Guess who is getting the position. I have a colleague at work, who questions my fundamentals of knowledge about work, I have not yet responded and do not intend to: this is a boundary cross, an ego-tr

So, it's been a while since I've wrote for a consecutive period of time. It is refreshing to continue writing, expressing thoughts & feelings one would usually not reflect over during the busy day. I found myself taking the reigns today, something I've not done in a while. I felt a bit uneasy at first but was aware it was the correct choice and that's where I'm meant to be. Work has been going better, I feel I have alot more energy, am less tired and more focused. I have a go

With my mind set on the future, I'm concerned where I find myself now and where I envision myself to be. I do not seem to possess the qualities of a leader, or someone that speaks of confidence, direction and certainty. Having said that, I still have others that look up at me and see me as someone they strive for. Giving guidance to them makes me feel like a I'm a fraud. I noticed this yesterday dealing with issues regarding my phone contract, I realized that in my internal f