Charlie's Blog

So, it's been a while since I've wrote for a consecutive period of time. It is refreshing to continue writing, expressing thoughts & feelings one would usually not reflect over during the busy day. I found myself taking the reigns today, something I've not done in a while. I felt a bit uneasy at first but was aware it was the correct choice and that's where I'm meant to be. Work has been going better, I feel I have alot more energy, am less tired and more focused. I have a go

With my mind set on the future, I'm concerned where I find myself now and where I envision myself to be. I do not seem to possess the qualities of a leader, or someone that speaks of confidence, direction and certainty. Having said that, I still have others that look up at me and see me as someone they strive for. Giving guidance to them makes me feel like a I'm a fraud. I noticed this yesterday dealing with issues regarding my phone contract, I realized that in my internal f

I can't help but feel I'm getting sucked into work. C made some lunch, it was good. She did chores, spent a large portion of her day busy with home work while I sat working. I tried to compliment, encourage and give attention where I can, however I can but work has me occupied between duties and meetings. It is now the end of the day, I feel I haven't spent enough time with her and she is about to go to sleep. I can now see how couples may grow apart if a balance isn't reache