Journaling again - 12/10/2025

So, I'm getting back into journalling again, it seems - it's been a while, I guess.

To attempt a improved journalling experience, I'll recap the day ever so briefly as to may account for the day past. C woke up around 05h30, went to the living room and watch some Facebook reels. I slept in to 08h30 when C came back to bed. I don't know where we find ourselves in our sex life. C asked what I want to do today, torn between a hike and exploring I opted the latter and we went to Joubertina to a culinary campus cafe (a glorified coffee shop). C slept most of the way there and back. Writing this from the living room, I'm guess she'll stay up watching more reels or series. C hasn't been doing good, been either in bed or the couch, not doing what normal partners/women might. I spent a bit of time gaming (not something I'm too fond of, but it's nice to play a bit of MilSim every so often), then made dinner for both of us - ate dinner while watching series.

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Having recapped the day, I can't say it's been one that's special in itself but it was a good day though, we were fortunate enough to travel out of town, enjoy lunch in another town and be able to travel in a car, have electricity, running water and a warm bed. While driving through the Langkloof, so many tall mountains I'd want to climb up - maybe they're mountains of the mind.

I have alot on my mind, debt, moving, my future, career choices, relationship direction, etc. Life was simpler 'back then', but we can't live in the past. I need to continue moving forward.