Structure, yet chaos - 22/10/2025

I enjoy the early morning, though energy levels start dipping late morning. While shopping today, I purposed to get 'back on track' to my state before prioritising getting a 'woman' in my life. I initially did attempt to get myself in a better position for myself, I think this reason may have mutated into one to serve & prioritize another. I have alot of learning to do, about myself.

This house we live in, the office I work in - it's stuffy, it's stagnant. I use to have a house plant, and had it for a few months, took care of it, etc and it was healthy. After moving with C into our current house, it's seem to have diminished and finally died. I should start taking better care of my plants, speaking of which I intend to get house plants again. I noticed I'm getting foggy in mind, sluggish and low motivation. I believe healthy eating, physical exercise, good sleep & nutrition, and good airflow/rich oxygen environment all together helps. I'll be getting house plants this week to boost oxygen, etc. and some fans, etc to promote airflow.

I got an idea , but more of a 'passion project' than anything else. It seems spam calls are the order of the day. I get around 14 a day. I had some fun connecting spam calls together. They were quite confused, I got some enjoyment out of it though it was ultimately a time waste but not in futility. For fun, I'm thinking of creating a community platform, where by numbers could be added to a platform with the type of spam, and how it should be treated. Companies who's modus operadi are spam calls can now with this platform starting sharing secrets directly, 24/7 ;). However, working on the honour system might be a stretch...

On another note, I'm having endless trouble with my mobile contract. It is becoming difficult to remain calm with those who's job it is to "assist". I'm ashamed at saying this, however other's "stupidity" or lack of intelligence/insight is starting to get to me. However, I'm well aware I'm in no way a smart individual which makes this as much ironic as self-deprecating. Atleast I have my patience.

I've realized I do not compliment myself that often anymore, I should start doing this more. I did good today, sweeping, garden cleaning & making some delicious chilli con-carne for dinner. Nice job!