Work-life (part 2) - 11/10/2025

Going to sleep after a frustrating day at 'work' (from home), with a todo list for job #2 (so to speak) is a strange position I find myself in.

(Back then) since I started with self-improvement, detaching and getting back to nature helped alot. Ever since I met C, I've let go of things that have helped me on my path to become a better person. These days I find myself relying on technology to relax, something I've become aware of again as I did in the past. It seems I regressed but may luck with me in that I've realized my deviation and have the opportunity to get back on the path, though having lost a bit of pace.

I've alot of catching up to do, to where I expect myself to be and to where I want to be. I've achieved some goals, got myself a girlfriend, made some good friends, cooked some great food, got a house in the city, got a well-paying 'job' but this does not make me happy even though I should be. I am achievement-driven, I'm restless, I want more... I need more.